Everyhting is fine :). There is a lump, yes, but it's just fat not a tumor of any sorts, yay! For once fat is a good thing. I must say I'm quite exhausted now. Husband - who is according to my humble opinion a profet - had said everyhting is ok and I tend to trust him on these matters but when the nurse showed me the lump I did loose my faith for a little bit and got very scared.
You will forgive me, though, if I'm not rejoicing quite as much as you might expect. I'm very thankful that there is nothing to worry about but now that this is settled my broken heart demands its time. We are extremely blessed to have little girl and love her to bits and it is precisesly because of her we dearly would have wanted to have a second child. But we will not and an operation will need to be performed at some point. I'm a little scared about having a hysterectomy in the first place and very, very sad.
But for now, everything is fine healthwise if you don't count Gerladine acting up because of the stress lately. Thank you for you support and love!
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